:: Thoughts of a Self-Absorbed Brat ::
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No matter what life throws my way, I know I'll be able to deal with it. I know I'll be fine.

I've said this a number of times before, and while I occasionally wonder whether I believe it or not, when I say it, I really mean it. I take pride in the idea that I can adapt; I can make do; I can play whatever cards I'm dealt.

Then there are the times when I wonder if I'm just trying to fool myself. I know I can be really stubborn, and that I can act irrationally.

Thinking about it though, either way, I'm dealing with what life throws my way. Sometimes I go with the flow, and sometimes I choose to fight it. I can't help but wonder though... will I really be fine?

Pick your battles wisely. This is advice that I've given to others... and advice that I know that I should listen to myself. I don't know if I'm picking my own battles well. I don't know if I'm fighting for the right things, or if I'm letting the wrong things slide. I don't know.

I deal with things - I'll get by. I know that much. I just wonder if I'm really going to be fine... or if I'll end up screwing myself over.